cancelled two plans then mashed up a frozen avocado and started eating it like ice cream I’m losing my literal mind
Men kissing under tree, 1977-78, by Kay Tobin Lahusen
(via wtvrlolawants)
my naivety is precious and will never b taken away from me
u think I’m annoying? try being me
e is interesting funny delightful person… kinda sad my first long term relationship enacted out the charictures of heteronormative companionship and mostly me relying upon formulas bc of insecurity and inexperience… thomas was so loving but also I relished in the feeling of “being taken care of”, of submitting my agency in certain ways that I am too strong to do now… was very happy and thomas made me 100% a better person who could feel this self sufficiency (so much bad self esteem issues worked thru) and consequently feel as equals w e in a totally new way, makes me nervous 2 really go at attachment feeling so naked without falling back upon the old reliances? ykno… sense of both having done this dating ish before but really really unfolding in a new unfamiliar way
was feeling wonky about my hair today but this popped up on my feed and made me feel stylish and subversive instead of weird and ungroomed.. yay… now we have a work party and I’m gunno feast and get turnt on company money weo
e
being gentle even when it doesn’t feel natural (self resisting against self)
listening, remembering, valueing
could be so so sooooo good in another timeline could alter my life forever
what a shame it’s been reduced 2 this, now move onwards onwards onwards 4 own self preservation
i long for u even if it’s this way
Glass bottle shaped like a date, Greek and Roman Art
Edward C. Moore Collection, Bequest of Edward C. Moore, 1891 Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York, NY
Medium: Glass